Just stay the same.

2011-01-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

Goodbye. I've nothing to say anymore.

2011-01-09T22:10:00.001+08:00

"I don't know what's wrong. Sometimes, all I need is for you to tell me where I stand, what am I to you. I'm just afraid I'm not as good as whoever you're with. I wanna be constantly reminded of your love, and of what I mean to you. I love you and I don't wanna lose you." (via Ache)

Happy 2011 baby.

2011-01-01T18:54:00.003+08:00

Countdown to 2011 was awesome, I was sweating like crap when we left Marina barrage! Me, Yanting and Jon imitated the bangalas dancing! Superb fun pls! Hehehehehe. Before that we watched Tron Legacy, omg. Naise mxm. The male lead is mouth-watering!! *drools*!! Jon was so crazy the whole night. Like really crazy! Look at his shirt, he looked like he just had a bath! Countdown was awesome, but I got my new shoes dirty, damnit!! Yau got mud in her slippers! And Jon's sneakers were gross. HAHA. We didn't get to use Yau's polaroid, :( I'm so damn sad plz. It could have been the first photo on my wall. And plus I walked home, damnit no cabs. >:( Took me an hour. Sigh :( Was so dark la can.
K, I'm going out to eat w family nw. ^-^ Bye!

Happy 2011 my dear, luv you tons.
Although I didn't get to spend the countdown with you,
I know you love me right!!! Hehehe. :*

2010-12-31T23:37:00.003+08:00

The best thing that happened to me this year, was you. ♥

Merry christmas!

2010-12-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

My pupils are currently horrible huge. My brother's girlfriend went back to china for a week or so, and I told her to buy me contacts cuz she told me its rlly cheap. So she bought me contacts. I was happy! I opened them up! I wore them! I looked in the mirror! And I turned to her, "What's the diameter?". "17.3" "WHY YOU BUY SO BIG?!" "You ask me buy big what!?!" "I asked you to buy BLACK. There is a difference Carmen, HAHA." So I've got big big big pupils!

Anw, Christmas eve, there was family dinner at home, relatives came. They left, I fell asleep. I missed 12 am :( I wokeup at around 2? Slept at 5 or 6 again. Next morning, Jiaxuan and Jingwen came. Then we called Jonathan Lian and Shyhwoei too. They came, ate, and we left for Jp! Watched Yogi Bear. Wa I tell you, Pls don't watch it k. Srsly waste money mxm!! Jon so in luv with Yogi plz. Damn retarded!!!!! Then headed home cuz got nothing to do.

Carmen slept with me that night. Wokeup and headed to vivo for lunchhhh. Sent Jeshua to his camp, then went to buy some stuff. Went home and God-parents came over. Had dinner, talked, they left. Wa, I'm so bored man. This year's Christmas' rlly boring! Next years'll be better. Teehee. :3 K, bye!

Hold me in your arms, never let me go, I wanna spend the eternity with you.

2010-12-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

The best thing about a boyfriend :

Goodmorning texts.
Late night phone calls.
Falling asleep on the phone.
“Babe, guess what?”. “What?”. “I love you”.
I miss you/I love you random phone calls.
Being grabbed by the waist.
Kisses, especially on the forehead.
127817392 photos together.
You guys fight, you walk away .. he comes back for you.
He’s always there for you, through thick & thin.

(Via CherisHappiness.)

You should get a bestfriend too.

2010-12-21T01:59:00.001+08:00

Was this anyone else's favourite song? Hehe, it was mine! I remember playing the CD, and constantly repeating this song over and over again! Like rlly, toybox was so hot la. Vengaboys also. Tsh, only people with no childhood like my silly boyfriend dontknow this k!! And btw, I've still got the cd. Hehe. :3 Anyway, I cleared up my room yesterday cuz it was rlly too messy.

Yes.. I know.. Messy right. But! Look at the after...

NEAT OR WHAT LA PLS.

I SPENT LIKE 2 HOURS CLEARING UP LOR. Although I haven't packed the papers.. -_- Really too much la. Damn lazy. :( And! I just showed Jiaxuan, she said she wanna slap me :( HAHA. Cheryl and Brandon Kum also know this song k, tsh. I'm gonna go watch the video again. HAHAHA. Oh, lemme show you what my mom hung on my cupboard btw. Damn lame pls.

K, bye! :*

I'd walk a thousand miles, just to be with you.

Ten simple things to be thankful for.

2010-12-17T05:48:00.003+08:00

Today, I'm gonna count my blessings.

1. I've bestfriends that I can count on, like Jingwen, Jiaxuan, Leqi, Cheryl, Chewrui, Jasmine, Hweeying, Chloe and Gabriel Chua.

2. I've a complete family with 2 hairless brothers and amazing parents that annoy me forever.

3. My boyfriend is the best ever. So what if he's the first real one? He's everything I ever wanted.

4. My brother's girlfriend is just as annoying, but completely awesome. None of his girlfriends were this awesome. Even if she's from china.

5. I have a nice house, although I'd prefer my Batok house.

6. I have my own room, thou small, cuz I asked for it to be small.

7. I have food to eat, money to spend, and people that love me.

8. When everything goes wrong, I know there'll be my Boyfriend, family and bestfriends to back me up and tell me everythings gonna be fine.

9. I have hot water to bathe in --hehehehe.

10. My life is amazing (except I'd like it even better if I had more money to spend and just a little more freedom, teehehe!)

In life, there's many things that we should be thankful for. The people around us, the things around us, and even where we are. Singapore is awesome cuz we don't have any natural disasters or stuff. Plus, we've got clean running tap water and an amazing educational system. We are all literate! I suddenly feel so blessed! Count your blessings too okay? :3
I'm gonna head to bed now, it's 550 am and i've to meet my amazing boyfriend in the morning ^-^ hehe, goodnight folks!

In other words, I love you.

2010-12-14T03:12:00.000+08:00

I like bobble heads in taxis! Anw, went to tuition today again. Hehehe, and for those of you who didn't know, I've got bangs! Hehe. Pix here! :) Sorry, I know I look horrible :(

K I'm watching you're beautiful now! I love Shinwoo and Taekyung! Affairs :3 Hehehe. Kbye! Gonna go continue watching ^-^

Happy first, my love. :)

2010-12-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

Hehehe, on thursday, wokeup like super early to meet my pig of a boyfriend! Guess what I did when I went over to his house? C'mon! Guess! K I tell you, watch him sleep. Awesome or what?! He lah, so geikiang, take night job, and now he's so tired >:(

Then whilst he was sleeping, I watched potter. Or at least a bit of it. Fbed and all. Guess what time he wokeup? Like.. 5 plus I think. Tsh! Then he lazed in bed till like 6 plus! He bathed then we left for wm!

Then I headed over to Chloe's awesome new house and bby had to work. :S Chloe's new house is.. Awesome. K I love her room's lights. Pretty maximum!

Yes, they told me to bring my cam, so.. there! Pix for you. There's like what. 90 over pixs, and I had to transfer them all in one night cuz I lent my cam to Ying the next morning.

We made fun of Joy thr, awesome to the max! Jeremy ftw! Hehe. Then headed home around 10. Me, how and chua fetched joy to the busstop. How followed Joy, whilst me and Chua walked back to Yewtee.

Had h2h with chua otw back thr! BESTFRIEND LA CHUA. HAHAHA! Had an awesome time at Chloe's house. Missed Domie thou :< We made like videos for him. I'm too paiseh to upload to fb. HAHA. REALLY TOTAL NONSENSE.

Wokeup the next morning and rushed to tuition. Met Ying first to pass her the cam. Best part, I forgot to put in the battery cuz I was charging it for her. Awesome or what?! Jiexiang was like "WALAO I SO RDY TO TAKE PIX THEN END UP NO BATTERY."

K anyway, rushed to tuition cuz I was late.. Reached tuition like 5-10 minutes late? Hahaha, was supposed to have 2 lessons combined into 1, but teacher saw me continuously coughing and said nevermind, just make it one!!

So went over to Jp to find Cheryl and Shyhwoei, and I cut my hair. Hehehe. Bangz. ^-^ TEEHEE. I look likea small kidz!! Happy. :3 Then went to clarkquay to buy stuff and headed back to cck.

Trained to batok and bussed to bby's workplace. It was supposed to be a surprise lah! Then that act cute boy told me 2 busstops from Chloe's previous house. But it was like more than that?! So I got lost.. I took a cab instead!

The uncle was nice. Very nice! But... damn scary. -_- He like some tiko lor. Walao, scare me. Anyway, his nets machine was spoilt and I had no cash. AWESOME OR WHAT?!?!

I was like so shy cn. Go surprise him and ended up having him to pay fr my cab. HAHA. I passed him the box, and left cuz he was working. Like 10pm + alr lor!! Then the uncle fetched me home for free? Nice right.

But still creepy.. HAHA. At home, brother's girlfriend was thr. Hehehe.. He went inside camp alr. ^-^ I'm officially the only sibling with hair now! He called at night and stuff. I was like "How's life uh botak boy?!"

Then he was like "Fuk off la >:(" HAHAHA. Awesome. I luv it! Today's the 11th! Hehe, wokeup in the morning and met bby. We had lunch! Bkkkk. Ate and was just in time for potter! :3 The movie was awesome!

But.. I've a pig of a boyfriend and he fell asleep in the cinema! HAHA. Went back to his house to watch him sleep again! He had to work, and I tried waking him up since like 6. But he only wokeup at 7! That pig. Tsh!

Then went back to wm and headed home. Hehe. Happy first bby. Love you forever and always :)

It's currently 2:49 am in the morning and I've just finished posting. The rest of the pix are at fb. :) Mommy's sick and I'm gonna make her healthy agn! K, bye! :3

In your arms I'd like to stay.

2010-12-01T03:25:00.003+08:00

I can’t wait to see people I used to know, those ones from high school who used to see me everyday, used to see the fat me every day. When they see me again I’m gonna be skinny, skinnier than them. Clear skin, nice and tanned, big smile, hair tied up messily but still looking awesome, skinny jeans, white singlet and a little jacket, cardy or vest, minimal make-up because I don’t need it, collarbones and hips protruding. Bag slung over my shoulder, sunnies hooked into my singlet, iPod headphones in one ear, phone in my pocket and coffee or a smoothie in my hand. Looking and feeling as cool as fuck. They’ll comment on my weight and I’ll smile it off; my cheeks no longer chubby. I can see their slight jealousy and I enjoy every second of it. I walk off with a bit of attitude either alone or with the friends I was with. Content to be skinny, wandering by myself. They watch and I know they’re going to be spreading that I lost weight to everyone else from high school. I don’t care. They can all go fuck themselves. I’ve come further than they have and been through things they can’t even imagine.

(Via Skin and bones)

I'm not into the idea of living without you,

2010-11-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

Met ying @ Jurong > Bugis for lunch & her stuff > Fareast for more of her stuff > westmall for dinner > home. :3

You're the only one I want.

2010-11-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

Chewrui's concert @ raffle's hotel, and we all dressed up like we were going to prom! I swear! Bby gave me a surprise and came too! Hehe! And I still think I look fat in the dress. :/

Went over to Cheryl's place. I took a cab, I refuse to take the train looking so nice! HAHA. Kidding, just felt weird. So cabbed over and met Jx. Then headed up. Jx curled her hair! Awesome or what! She burned her face, that's why she's holding it in the above pic. :b

We were late, and cabbed over. Their cab reached faster than us, and was cheaper, by alot! And the cabbie was so nice, he asked how much was their cab fare, and only charged us that amount. Nice or what?!? Ended up right, the concert starts @ 7. -_-

Really pretty placeeeeee! Like seriously! Omg, hehehe. And we bought a rose for Chew! ^-^ Likea coolz right. Jiaxuan liked the guy playing the piano. Or was it violin. K anyway, ya she like. SHE CRIED LA LIKE WTF. -_- She should just die pls. HAHA. The concert was like, 3 hours long leh.. Around there la. 10plus end.

Headed to city hall thr, and they went to eat mac cuz they were so hungry! My brother came to fetch me over at the closed-down-supper-club. Stupid fucker kept telling me the name tore down. Please, I wouldn't realize we were near it if I didn't see the name on the building lah!? Retarded fuck.

Bby followed me over and waited thr. Brother, mom and his girlfriend came. Face black like fuckerz. Tsh.

Jiaxuan and Jw, with the roses. ;)

Failed pict w bby cuz he looks like my background! HAHA.

Chewrui! And Jiaxuan, aft the concert. Hehehe. K bye. :3

2010-11-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid that when you get bored, you'll leave. And I'll still be here, interested..

You make me smile.

2010-11-18T00:12:00.001+08:00

Dance camp was fun! Hehehe. We flattened Leqi like twice and carried her in her sleeping bag once! ^-^ I cant really remember what happened now.. But I remember playing hide and seek.

And, wacko! And.. eating at koufu, then heading back. Oh! We had dance after that, and bathed. Then we.. played husband and wife omg! Totally retarded awesomeness! Hehe.

Then we... washed our faces, brushed our teeth, and did our normal face routines, then went to get some slp. Leqi was otp w Jasper, and I was otp w bby. Leqi slept on my butt. She said it's comfy. Bitch!

Yau's bb! :3

Sally & Joyree said they wokeup and whacked me cuz I snored. But I didnt feel anything :( I snored cuz I cldn't breathe ok! So dusty :(

Then wokeup in the morning and ate.. breakfast, it was.. nasi lemak! Yay! Hehe. I hate beehoon. Luckily Chew baby exchanged with me. Hehe ^-^ Luv her.

Then, omg ya!! We had break. Those bitches, whilst I was sleeping in my sleeping bag, they freaking carried me. DOWNSTAIRS. To the first level. TO THE FREAKING PARADE SQUARE.

K beside parade square, cuz gt handball training thr. Then they left me thr pls?! Like omgomgomgomg. I was hugging my pillow btw. -_- Tsh. Took my sleeping bag and pillow and ran up x.x

Had dance practise after lunch. And daddy came to fetch me home after that. Sleptttttttt till 10. :3 Wokeup and back to sleep at 2!

Supposed to go to Jiaxuan's piano concert, but mommy didn't allow cuz brother was home for the day and I havent been spending time with him for really long. So I stayed home.

Did for him his scrap book. Awesome, rlly rlly pretty pls!

I even did the cover page, and made his name in cursive! I'm like, awesome. Totally awesome. Really really awesome! Hehehehehe.

There's dance tmrw. Sigh, I feel so shag @ the thought of it. -_- K, bye!

Beneath the milky twilight.

2010-11-14T01:59:00.002+08:00

Today. Was. An. Awesome. Day! Hehehehe. Got my Posb card with momma in the morning, then went over to find Cheryl @ lot. Bought some stuff and headed to her house! Went to get her present, waited for Jingwen and Leqi, and left to her party at Marina bay sands. Celebrated, and went off after the cake cutting. Found Jem at cck and he accompanied me home, hehe. I love my baby boy. ^-^Y

P/s: I'm hungry now. And it's 2AM.
P/s/s: I tore my contact lens again. 2nd pair THIS WEEK. Fugggggg. 2 months gone :( I rlly rlly hope I don't tear anymore this month. Sigh! I should just get weekly ones. If there's such thing. HAHA. K bye.

Sometimes, you've gotta be silent in order to be heard.

2010-11-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

This.. is what happens when my cute blackberry lands in Cheryl and Jiaxuan's hands. Sigh! HAHA. And btw, its my wallpaper okay!!! How saddening right. :( HAHA!

And her mind finally realized what her heart knew all along.

2010-11-05T01:33:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I look back and see all of the mistakes I’ve made,

remember the promises that were broken,

the lines that were redrawn, the tears that were shed,

and everything I could have done differently.

But I guess I don’t really want to change a thing,

because it brought me to where I am now, to you, and that makes it all worth it.

♥

(Via runawaytrain)

Smitten by you my dear.

2010-10-30T00:55:00.001+08:00

An nyeong! This morning wokeup like supa early to go buy breakfast for Jem! The worst part is, I slept at 4 plus am! Headed over to Hg to pass it to him. He studied and stuff. Ying came down!! HAHA, I saw something in her house siah! Maybe it was my eyes, idk. Cuz I was dwnstairs, then I thought I saw her, so I started to wave and point! I was like damn sure its her! But she said its not her. So she was scared. Went up to accompany her down. ;)

Chloe came too! Hehe, china woman. HAHA! Jem left and we fetched Chloe to hg before walking to gombak mrt. We srsly had nothing to do! It. was. fucking. hot. pls. Ying treated me to gulp! Sat down and drank finish before heading to Jp. Got the stuffs, went to the washroom and headed to tiong. Got the stuff and trained back to batok!

Ying needed to eat, her gastric was acting up! So went over to koufu. But she wanted to wait for Jx. So Jx came and they ate! I was soooooooo hungry :( Joel came to the rescue pls. HAHA! I will return him money, soon! Ate, and wanted to go home. Guess what?! My ezlink didn't have any money. Tsh. Rannnnn to find Ying and Jx. Jx lent me his Hello-Kitty-Ezlink-Found-At-Time-Zone. Walking back, I saw Chloe! I tried to pull her, but she pulled me instead. :(

Went to Hg again to find Dominic and Jocelyn! Hehe. Dom was like so crazy over Christina on the magazine. Sat down for what, 5 minutes? And headed home. Btw. Everything died on me today. >:( My pretty pretty ring broke, my phone died, and my ezlink had no money?! Wth man, srsly.

My bby didn't wanna turn on justnow too! Made me panic like !@#$%^&*)*&^@ Checked the internet and its a battery problem. Wtf man, less than 2 weeks and it died? So gonna gan that guy man >:( Overcharge me for everything and now within 2 weeks, my batt died. >:( Bitch.

Jx tried to help me fix my ring youknow. But he failed. Miserably. Sigh. My pretty ringgggg. Devastated. I'm drowning in a pit of despair and misery. :( HAHA, just kidding. I think I can fix it back. I'm a genius youknow. ;) *Ding*

Fell asleep and wokeup at around 10? My dad was like "WHY SO TIRED, WHAT DID YOU DO OUTSIDE? >:)" I replied him, "Oh I had hot sex with some total random stranger, that's why." HAHAHA!! My mom's face was epic. Srsly. HAHA!

K bye! Love yoooooou :)

2010-10-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

Wife: If i become fat and ugly, will you leave me?
Husband starts laughing. Wife: WHAT?! Husband: I'm still here aren't I?

HAHAHA, wtf I loled supa loud reading this ok, HAHA!!

Sweet little picnics in beautiful gardens.

2010-10-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Friday, had a picnic @ botanical garden, haha!! Was rlly rlly hot, and almost everyone was complaining. Ronald, bran, sw, cheryl, jx, jw, and leqi were thr hehe. The uncle drove me to some weird place which took me 20 mins to walk atw to the other side :(

So I walked in the hothothot sun til I reached. Hahahaha, then I gt call from Adeline asking me to accompany her the nxt day to work. So okay lor. Tsh. Just reached home not long ago. Anw the picnic was totally gr8. Love them for doing so much :3 They even bought a cake. Leqi so naise, smeared cake on my face :(

Jiaxuan bought the barney things! That bitch. Jingwen and Leqi forced me to wear :( HAHA. We played with ice, I put the ice in Leqi's shirt, fuking funny. HAHA! We fed swans. Jingwen called them ducks. LOL HAHA. I dropped Cheryl's sunglasses into the pond :( I'm sorry omma. :(

Anyway, thank you Jiaxuan, Jingwen, Cheryl, Leqi, Brandon, Shyhwoei, & Ronald for coming to this, and making this even possible. I love all of you to tiny bits and pieces. :) I know you cld have camped @ changi's airport to watch kpop's coming to Sg, but instead you accompanied me on my birthday. Love all of you truckloads! Thankyou! :) And thanks to all the people who wished me thru fb, msg, calls, msns. Everything! Thankyou! :)

Today, went over to clark quay's The centre in the morn. Was supposed to reach thr @ 12, bt reached at 1230. Nvm, then we did our job till 8, went to eat Ljs and bought koi! Sth happened inbetween when I was with Joel and Caleb eating! Adeline wuz w Zhengyi >:) And, yes! Something did happen! Hehe. Hope she found the right one this time!

Going back, fucking funny! Adeline was sat on by some china uncle. SUPA FUNNY. HAHAHA. I laughed non-stop for arnd 30 mins plus. Cuz the uncle sitting bside me, then he stood up, so I ask adeline sit. She rushed to the seat and sat down. Thn the uncle, realizing its his wrong stop, he walked backwards to sit down agn! Thus he didnt see adeline. Then, HE JUST SAT ON HER. THEN HER REACTION FUCKING FUNNY. SHE LIKE DOING ACROBATICS HAAHAHAHA. Then srsly the whole train laughing @ her.

So then changed train, and she knocked her head twice on the mrt speaker thing. TWICE K. Mrt laugh @ her agn. LOL! Make me laugh like crazy, srsly! HAHA. So anw, the cab driver was fucking kaopei. Gan him, cheebye kia! >:( My cab fare was like 16$ lor. Naaabei. Anw got a present from Aunty Karen, she bought me a bottle of perfume! Hehe. Okay, I'm gna go off now. Bye! I think this is a dead blog btw. >:( Sigh. BYE!

Stay, please?

2010-10-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

Sucha pretty photo from 09! Hehe.
Anywayyyyyy. I've gotten back my results. Supa chui. But I'm quite satisfied.

English summary: 18/25.
English compre: 12.5/25 (One out of the only lucky 7 that passed, hehe.)
English oral: 31/40 (Fern can't rmbr, but she said arnd thr.)
Chinese compo & letter: 15/70 (HAHA)
Chinese paper: 20/70
Chemistry: 27/60 >:(
Physics: 44/60 (HIGHEST IN CLASS HEHEHE)
Geography: I failed, cnt rmbr marks thou.
Social studies: 35/50 (I lost to Jas G by 1 mark!! Hahaha!!)
Amaths: 24/80 I think.
Emaths paper 1: 42/80
Emaths paper 2: Failed, cnt rmbr either!

So althou my marks chui like omfg, I'm kinda happy. Hehe. SS highest in class was 38! I got highest for physics, won Shyhwoei >:) Hehe. And English oral and summary was pleasing. The rest like.. chui. LOL! But I'm promoting to sec4! I think. Hope. HEHE, bye!!

Something about love.

2010-10-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

An nyeong. Went out shopping ystd. Was trying to get Jx's dress. Faileeeeeeed. My shopping failed too. Bought a pretty cardigan, masks and a ring. Yes, I did cut my hair btw! My fringe looks kuku. Likea mushroom! My shoes are with Ying from the day before, and met Jas too. Idk where are the photos with Jas thou! Anyway, I stayed home today! Sleepy whole day. Don't know why :( K baiz!!

能不能够让我们回到从前?

2010-10-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

Who knew opposites really attract? I mean, c'mon. Besides magnets!

My mom loves coffee, my dad loves tea.

When I ask my mom for money, she gives me $10 and asks me why isn't it enough.

When my dad gives me $20 he asks me if it's enough!

Every morning my mom stands at my door screaming at me to wake up.

Every morning my dad pulls my blanket off and turns on the lights and offs my aircon to make me wake up.

Who knew moms and dads would be such opposites?

Afterall, they have been living together for more then 20 years!

Btw, MY EXAMS ENDED ALREADY. HEHEHE. Meeting ying tmrw.

YING, I MOSS YOU. REMEMBER! HAHA. Bye people ^-^Y

Pretty little face in the crowd.

2010-10-11T22:28:00.001+08:00

Omo!! Isn't it pretty?! As in like, doesn't it look great?! Some one drew this for me :3 I'm so happy, HAHA!
K bye, I got to go study ;)

Sigh.

2010-10-10T02:22:00.000+08:00

Fuck. Geography. Its 2:21 am now. I can't get anything into my pea-brain.

Fuk shit. I'm about to curl into a ball and cry myself to sleep.

I'm going to fail my exams. I feel like crap. Argh. Goodbye.

2010-10-08T03:31:00.000+08:00

(Via Eletheowl)

Reminiscing the best memories of me and you.

2010-10-08T03:07:00.001+08:00

It's the exam period, supa stressed! More n mre pimples, ahhhhh fug. :( Its 3am and there's no sch for me tmrw. I'm gna go cut my hair, even out layers and stuff. Thn gna study for emathz. Amaths tday wuz likea shit! Gonna fail. Badly. :( I'm sucha failure. Sigh. Fug. My back's aching. :( Sigh x100000000000000000.

Because today, it didn't hurt as much when we didn't say anything at all. I'm glad for once that it didn't hurt as much. Maybe that's your motive for doing it, or maybe you've just stopped caring altogether. I don't want to know, not anymore. "If someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it. So don't bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay." You're obviously not, so tell me. Why should I?

Bye.

爱让我们流多少眼泪.

2010-10-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

你好！今天，我想跟你们说，我的名字叫 ....

Hehe, understand?! Class, 下课了！再见！
HAHAHA BYE.

I miss the way we breathe.

2010-10-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

Day 3 - To your parents.

Hehe, hi momma and poppa :) I know you love me alot, and yes I love you too. I know you want me to have the best in everything. But you're really annoying at times. Especially when you're shouting. I just wanna strangle you. But everytime I think of how you guys have been so sweet to me, I somehow love you even more. So don't shout anymore okie? I know you won't read this, but I want you to know, me love you kay? :)
Hehe ^-^Y

Dear you.

2010-10-01T16:58:00.000+08:00

Day 2 — Your Crush.

Today, I'm not talking about you to you. I've got nothing to say, because I wasn't good enough for you. And I'm guessing my words aren't good enough either. And I'm moving on, you should too. :)

I see you even when I close my eyes.

2010-09-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

"Where do you see yourself 10 years from now?"

"With you."

I want you so bad. Can't you tell?

I'll try for your love.

2010-09-26T05:45:00.003+08:00

I'm sick and tired of not being good enough. But the fact is, I never was good enough. And I know,

I. n. e. v. e. r. w. i. l. l. b. e.

I just wanna be someone's first priority. I don't want to wait around for something good to happen, cuz it won't.
This isn't some fairytale. I've got to try harder to be better at everything.

It's friggin 5:43 now. I should be asleep. But here I am feeling crappy. Goodnight.

You're weird, I like you. Bird.

2010-09-23T17:35:00.003+08:00

Now, I'll say you're that close to winning my heart. :)

Chuck: Your world would be easier if I didn't come back.

Blair: That's true. But it wouldn't be my world without you in it.

Beautiful girls, all over the world.

2010-09-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

Be my, valentine.

2010-09-22T01:25:00.001+08:00

INITIALLY I WANTED TO WRITE A POST,

THEN I REMEMBERED.
"ANYWAY THERE AREN'T ANY READERS, SO FORGET IT."

NOT GONNA POST ANYMORE! >:(

THIS ISN'T CONSIDERED A POST. BYE!! TSK. >:(
MAKE ME LIKE SAD ONLY PLS. :(

:(

2010-09-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

This little girl has chicken pox!! Now, she's become ... poxy :(

And she looks like this with calamine lotion on!!

Horrible right!!!!!!!!! :( K, I'm going back to the soft, thingie, pink in colour which is what I call my bed, to curl into a ballz and slp!!!! I hope I get better faster!! :( Gdnight.

Yez, chu cn laugh naoz. :( ..

爱上你

2010-09-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Loving you doesn't have to come with a reason. Don't you know that?

爱上你不需要理由，你到底懂不懂？

I just held it in.

2010-09-12T02:33:00.002+08:00

The day before 9/11, we went shopping. Hehe. :3 Okay, rather I went shopping, Jiaxuan wanted to shop, Cheryl didn't shop, Shyhwoei couldn't shop, Brandon didn't want to shop. <: So anyway.

We had icecream!! Hehe :3 Yum max!! Caramel, tiramisu, and cookies and cream! Bran and Shyhwoei were being niao, they didn't buy ice-cream and for some unknown reason, went to iluma. -_-!

Headed to eat some foooood! But I fell asleep whilst they went to the toilet. But I did eat when they came back!! <: Met Chewrui and Limin too. We watched stepup 3! Jingwen and Leqi came later on.

Guess who's the ghost that didn't want to take a pict with me? :(

Chewrui luh!!! She give me the baby feel btw. Hehe :3

Chewrui's.

Cheryl's.

Mine. Jingwen got one too, but she wasn't there yet, so I didn't take a pic!

She faded! Into me! :(

Cheryl said "CHEWRUI, your head looks ok with Jeslyn!! SERIOUS SERIOUS!!"

Chewrui said "OH YAH. OMG YAY!"

Jeslyn's expression "-_-" HAHA.

Step up 3 was awesome althou it wasn't in 3D, we used to think Peter teo was WOAH. Now we're like, "Ayia. He's....." HAHAHA! And when the movie ended, guess who we saw?! Michelle Kiang !!! Hehehe :* She was with her momma and a guy. Had hugs then left! Then at queenstown mrt, we saw her AGAIN. AND SHE WAS SO DUMB WE ALL PUT OUR HEADS DOWN AND LOOKED AWAY. HAHA. Cuz she was outside the train, and we were in it. She placed her hands on the windows and :(-ed. And the door already closed!!! Then we were all like OMG, *heads down in shame.* HAHAHA. Funny max pls!

I think I did a good job, its 2:32 AM, I just realized I was wearing expired contacts for the last 12 days, fell asleep in them lastnight and now I've got to say goodnight. My post ends here! Sarang!

I just want to lie in your arms, and let you sing me a lullaby.

2010-09-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

Baking cakes for teachers' day. Absolutely failed the muffins, and I had to leave before I could make the brownies :( Its okie. I managed to take 3. -_- Pathetic right. Hahahaha!!

I swear I didn't put eyeliner!! But I like my eyes thou, hehe :3

On saturday. Hahaha! I'm sorry its late okie! But at least I did post it up :b! Kbye. ;)

I'll back off, so you can live better.

2010-09-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

I've been wearing that jacket for the past 4 nights. Sh0 c0mfii3x. hehehe :3 Its like soft, and fluffeh!!!

"ITS SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE!!"

Okey, I'm gonna wait for Leqi and Jingwen to send me ALL the photos okey? So, go irritate them for the photos please. Thank youz. <: Hehehehe. Goodnight, I'm gna watch my teevee!! ;)

Oh loverboy,

2010-09-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

Last week, I was damn addicted to this game la. Every weekend we play okie? Its guess the sketch on fb. Superb fun. Hehehe. THE WORST PART IS, WE DRAW LIKE CRAP. HAHA. Try guessing the word yourself. Hehe :3

HAHA. Anyway, its fun ok. <:
Answers are : Romantic, Floats, and bowlegged.
HAHAHA! Highlight to see kk. ;)

Mr Ong's last day.

2010-08-28T17:27:00.001+08:00

Mr Ong's leavin' and never coming back ~ Actually I'm not rlly sure if he is lah. Even if he is, we'd already have graduated :( So anyway! He's like damn nice. Wasted he wasn't our form teacher anymore for the last few months. I remember raising my hands and saying "Teacher! Can you don't go? Ask the Ms Loh to go lah. Don't go leh!" And Ms Loh was behind. I didn't see her! But, who cares. I meant it. Hahaha. He's like damn nice pls!

Hahaha!! I tagged the white piece of paper flying on fb.

Ahhh, goodbye Mr Ong. Will totally miss you max. Def one of the best teachers hve ever met man. Bye :(

Jelyn's 17'th!

2010-08-22T20:35:00.001+08:00

Lizanne look at the sky and said " It's going to rain soon." This is what the sky looked like. HAHA!

Vian came to my house in the morning, and we switched clothes, for who knows why. And she helped me to clean up my room, cuz my mommy nagged. Hahaha! Then left at arnd, 12. Went to buy something for Jelly. Then trained down to Novena. Waited for them til about 2. Ate meanwhile, hungry and vian was gna faint. Headed to ColdStorage to buy some stuff before leaving to meet Jelly downstairs. Trained to Marina.

The big and useless one's vivian's brain. The small but powerful one's mine. ;)

And yeh! We reached marina barrage alr. :)

Jelly's melted icecream cake :(

With no spoons.. we ate using our hands!! HAHA.

Somehow or another, jihuat smeared cake on his face, HIMSELF! None of us did this :b

Then we started playing with water. HAHA!

Then we headed upstairs to (initially fly kite, but didn't bring. so we blew balloons!!)

And I swear, Lizanne was damn irritating!! SHE LITERALLY THREW THE SOAPY WATER AT US!!! Damn funny :b

We finished all the solution for the bubbles :( So.. I dug Lizanne's bag. Hehe, guess what I found?

Snow spray!!! Green and yellow. So.. Me and Lizanne started to spray them >)

We all had crazy hair, I got tortured by them. :(

Then the spray made my hair like, niamniam one! Damn gross!

Wooooo, so then we went to wash up, and nightfall! So, sparklers time <: hehe.

Too bad Lizanne's cam wasn't the one that cld capture the thingz. You know.

Fav pix. Hehe.

So pretty right, the lil white ballz.

HAHAHAHA. Don't we look like ghosts? >)

By the time we were going back, the cam's battery already died. Poor camera. Haha!
Anyway, it took me like, approx 2 - 3 hours to do this fugging post k. Be thankful. Theres more than 200 photos. K, bye!

False enchantments easily last a lifetime.

2010-08-21T02:38:00.002+08:00

Hi bitchez! I didn't go to school tday. Hehehe. Anw, I wokeup at arnd 4 plus, close to 5. <: Ate a crossiant, and watch tv with daddy!! ^-^ At around 7, Jx called. Chatted, and I left her for my 90210. I started on season 2 already!!! I hate naomi la, bitch!!! I think srsly, Annie shldn't be treated liketht. IT WAZN'T EVEN HER FAULT IN THE FIRST PLAAAAAACE!! Okie, too jidong. Anw! Tmr's my baby Jelly's birthday. Teehee. Meeting Vian in the mornz, thn gna go get sth and off to novena to meet them! Hehe! Gnightz ~

Look into my eyes, and tell me that you love me.

Because we both know that you can't. Bitch.

So we'll crawl, back to love.

2010-08-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

Doesn't it look painful? WELL, IT IS :( It's damn pain okey. :( Did this to myself yesterday. What a nub. Tsk. Sleepy now. Rlly sleepy. So. I won't sleep till its 10. Cuz my food needs 4 hrs to digest before I sleep. So.. I'm gonna watch 90210 now. Teehee. Bye!!

Jeslyn : "Gravity is not responsible for people falling in love."
Brandon/Shyhwoei : "Of course la! So you mean you go up to the moon and then you don't like the person already meh?!"
Jeslyn : "-_-|||||"

Dear bestfriend(s).

2010-08-14T02:04:00.002+08:00

Dear Chloe!
Hehe, I've known you for like. So long, and we've never, never fought before. That's the most special thing about this friendship. Since primary 3. When you were soooo arrogant. Bitch! But thats okey, because you're a noob. I understand you so well, and so do you. And because of this, we've never fought! I don't ever want to fight with you, because that would mean hurting you, and myself. I know how you feel because that fag doesn't treasure you. Like what I've told you over a million times over, the guy that's worth your tears won't let you cry. So just forget them! And besides, she's only the brains. You've got both the brains and looks! He's blind. I fugging swear!

When I was in primary 6, we were like, so close. I remember being the only lianhua student going out with all of you hillgroves! I was the youngest, as always! When I fought with Yiping and the rest that day, you called me out and made my day. Hehe. I will forever remember. ;) When you were feelin' at your lowest, you used to call me and cry. Dear girl, don't cry anymore okey? I'll go to church if you don't cry. Hehe. In your church, I remember meeting awesome people like Gervina and Venus! I remember when your hair was like grass. And this guy from your church has hair like grass too. Gross! :B I remember having to go up and play a game infront of your church on the day where I dressed the worst. The day I wore red skinnies! Ew. Hahahaha! I remember we bought them together! It was such a wrong decision. We wore it like what? Twice? Thrice? I don't even know where it is right now. Hahaha!

So basically, all this, is just to tell you that you're one of the most awesome-est people I've ever met in my whole life, and I love you even more than you can count. No matter how far you move, or I move, it'll never be any difference because you're always in my heart, <3! You can always count on me to tell you right from wrong, and who's the jerk in which situations. Chloe Low Keqi <3! ;)

Dear Jingwen & Jiaxuan.

Hey bitchez, haha. Well, I've known you for like 3years now. Its not a very long period of time, yet it's long enough for you guys to know me inside out! Okay, I admit I dontknow you as well as you know me. But I dont care, because you guys made life in regent super fun. ;) I still rmbr the first day I met Jingwen, that fugger like one mad woman grabbing my hands on the day of orientation so scared I was about to fall, BUT I WASN'T!! Totally like one dick man! And, Jiaxuan's first sentence to me : "OMG YOU CAN SPEAK CHINESE? I THOUGHT YOU WERE MALAY." K, I admit I was veryvery tan in sec1 okay!! Fags. What a great way to meet friends right!! I remember them constantly scolding me because my chinese was terrible. If you think my chinese now is terrible, you haven't seen me in sec1.

I remember my maths being atrocious. Then I went to tuition in sec2 together with the both of you! Yeh! Thanks to that, I'm now in an amaths class. Teehee. I remember one day in sec2, I left that clip of mine in class, on the table. The both of you followed me to get it, cuz' there was dance later on and I didn't have a clip! So, when we reached class, the doors were locked. And what did we do? Pull out two window panes and had me climb in. Ya, in sec2, I had no brains. I CLIMBED IN HEAD FIRST. HOW TO GO IN?! Then you two just stood there laughing cuz I couldn't get it right!! Then the 2/1 students stand there trying to see what the hell we trying to do!! The best part was, my butt was sticking out of the window and Jw was trying to push me in. HAHAHA. TOTALLY CRAP PLZ.

In sec2, I remember that one day that me and Jx decided to be so lame bcuz we both didn't feel like going home. We sat the train, to jurong and back. Then we decided, at exactly 15:15, we'd get down, where ever we were. Coincidentally, it was at yishun! We sort-of had an adventure, searching places we never knew existed!! HAHA. We went to find fabian, but that dick wasn't home and we got lost. His cousin came, and we (ahem) thought that his cousin (who's a girl) was him and he was a lesbian, pretending to be a guy. Ok, lame I know! BUT IT JUST SEEMED SO POSSIBLE AT THAT TIME!! So then, I wanted to text Jingwen. But, I accidentally texted fabian instead. YOU KNOW WHAT IT SAID?! "Fk! I think Fabian's a girl!!!!" HAHAHA. Yeh, we ran after that. Then we hid from the couzin. We ended up going home at about 8? It was rlly funny ttm plz!

But the main reason why I love the both of you so much, is because you two were like, forever there for me with the exception of the fight. Which after that I cried so much below my void deck talking to the both of you. Totally sweet man. Melted my heart like instantly. Initially, I was really disappointed in the both of you. But yeh, totally made me remember why I was so close to the both of you. ;) And Jw made my day when she wished me happybirthday althou we were still sort of having a cold war. Jx too. And I remember that one day that I knew that I wanted to have the both of you in my life for as long as possible. It was when I told Jx tht it's 11:11. I told her to hurry wish. Because I've been upset that whole week, she said this: "I wish that you'll be happy always." I rlly cried when I saw this okay!!!!
So yes, I do love the both of you so much. <3!

A sudden urge to do this.

2010-08-11T01:56:00.003+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Hey dicks. Its 1:52am in the morning, and I've to get my ass to school in approximately 5 hours to let brandon study chemistry notes. Hahaha. Well, I'm texting my beloved Chloe Low rightnow. I came across Adeline's blog, and yea. Saw this! Had a sudden urge to do this. I know, yeh. Slow right? Who gives a fug? As long as I'm happy, right? Haha! So.. I shall continue this post tomorrow cuz I know it's gonna be long. There're gonna be aloooooot of things to say to many. many. people. Hahaha! Gu'night folks! Love you to lil' bits and pieces man! Haha.

Happy national day.

2010-08-07T00:17:00.001+08:00

Find me, No I wont tell you which am I even if you guess. HAHA!

K, sleepy. Got angmor wink @ me jstnw. Cute to the fking max, was hyper bt it jstnw. But I'm tired nw. So.. Going to sleep now. Nights, and I have a fking throat infection. Again. Cheebei! I'm nt gna eat. Hurts so much :( Bye. Haha.

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes.

2010-08-05T21:08:00.003+08:00

Yeh I knw all of you wna screw me cuz I got so many jiao photos. Trust me, there's more in Jx's phone. That fag la, keep taking photos of me. My fb has many more .. HAHA! Anw, jst came hme nt long ago frm my first amaths tuition k! This is only the 3rd tuition I've ever gotten in my life. Hahahahahaha. And the teacher is fuking cute ok. I'm nt exaggerating. She teaches with like, srsly damn cute expressions, words and everything man. Damn cute. Ask me and I'll show you why if I'm not sleepy or anything. HAHA! Kk. I'm sleepy, and its only 9 pm. Faggotz. K, bye slimy nerds. ;)

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale.

I'm not the one you slip off her feet,

and lead her up the stairwell.

This ain't hollywood. This is a small town.

It has to be you.

2010-08-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

From sports carnival. Credits to Ong's camera and Irfan for taking.

Hahaha. Ugly fk right sia. Anw, tmrw's geog common test. After common test, lessons as per usual. Then rehearsal for national day. Fg, I'm tired :(. I think my face will be like the above tmrw. Hahahaha. Rlly tired. T-T. I texted so many ppl jstnw to ask wht time sch starts tmrw, but so few ppl replied me. Heartbroken sia.

Because life don’t mean nothing at all,
If I don’t have your love.

Feign ignorance.

2010-07-28T23:35:00.001+08:00

I've never been anyone's first choice. Ever. I’ve never been anyone's first choice for a best friend. I’ve never been anyone's first choice for a girlfriend. I’m always the second best, the backup choice. My parents treat me as the second best and so does everyone else. I’m never anyone's first choice and im tired of it. It hurts.

(Via Love-collects)

Racial harmony!

2010-07-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

She don't want let me look taller then her :(

I LIKE THIS PHOTO! I look tall, teehee :D I think MingLi's pretty!! Plus, her singing was awesome. Fat fern can't differentiate between the good sounding voices, and the bad ones. I cn guess her taste by looking at her. HAHAHA! ;) K bye!

You don't know me, you don't even care.

2010-07-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

My cock-eyes failed sia. One eye only cn make. HAHA! Ok, I slept @ 2am last night. So, I shall sleep early today. Gns! <3

Regent's black angels. ;)

2010-07-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

LIKE, ENJOY K!! HAHAHAHAHA.

Help me okeh!

2010-07-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

This, is the LG lotus elite. Yes, it's not sold in Sg. But I'm gna import it if possible! Daddy's paying. Hehehe. Early birthday present. Review : the LG Lotus Elite keeps its distinctive square shape and flip-open QWERTY keyboard while adding an external touchscreen that enables you to access your favorite features--from text messages and social networking to the Sprint Music and TV services--without opening the phone. In addition to fast 3G speeds from Sprint's high-speed EV-DO network, you'll enjoy GPS navigation capabilities for accessing the optional Sprint Navigation turn-by-turn direction service. The Lotus is also a great choice for a cellular audio player, with access to the Sprint Music Store for over-the-air downloads and wide multiformat support for loading your music onto optional microSD memory cards (up to 32 GB in size). Other features include a 2-megapixel camera/camcorder, Bluetooth for hands-free devices and stereo music streaming, access to personal e-mail, full duplex speakerphone, and up to 5.9 hours of talk time.

Then, the second one is Sony Ericsson's Xperia x10 mini pro. It's like, really VERY small. I'm not kidding okay. HAHA! It's review : The XPERIA X10 Mini Pro is Android handsets, which feature Timescape and packing a QWERTY keyboard. The X10 Mini Pro run on a 600MHz Qualcomm MSM7227 and will ship in both North American and global 3G variants. The device especially by QWERTY phone standards. The X10 mini pro measures 90 x 52 x 17 mm, weighs 120 grams, a 2.55” TFT scratch-resistant touchscreen of QVGA resolution, a 600MHz Qualcomm CPU, 5MP camera with auto focus and geotagging. On the wireless side of connectivity there’s quad-band GSM/EDGE and dual-band HSDPA and HSUPA. Wi-Fi, Bluetooth and GPS with A-GPS are also part of the deal. There’s also a microUSB port, microSD card slot for cards up to 16GB, 2GB card in the box and finally, a 3.5 mm audio jack. One of the more interesting features of the X10 Mini is its “Four-corner” control, which allows you to place customizable shortcut icons on the four corners of the phone’s display. Despite it being a tiny device, it’s apparently well suited for one-handed operation, which is certainly good news.

So how? Which one should I get? So hard right.. Both so pretty. HAHA!

2010-07-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

OMG I'M FUGGING BORED. BUT LOOK WHAT I FOUND. MAPLE'S PRIVATE SERVER. LAST YEAR I THINK. DAMN CUTE PLS. I'M OBVIOUSLY LUVCHIUZ. AND JIAXUAN'S JXNS. FABIAN'S FABIAN LA OBVIOUSLY. HAHA. LOOK!!!

they've got nothing on you baby.

2010-06-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

HAHA, I saw the photos from the performance @ marina. K, it was damn xiasuey ok. I like, whacked Shiokhuey's head by accident. HAHA. Rushing mah, not purposely one ok :( Btw, I feel fugging stupid for crying because I'm short just nao. HAHAHA. But I'm still sad that I'm short ok D':

facebook.

2010-06-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

Liting ♥!

2010-06-21T01:48:00.001+08:00

Anyone tell me how the fuck do I not love this girl? ;) Hehehe. Click on the pix if you cn't see okie :)

2010-06-19T23:58:00.001+08:00

"After 3 months and a week, you spoke to me. Me, out of everyone. I'm really contented with my life at this point of time. There's a high chance that you wont speak to me again, and I know that. But, I don't really care right now. Because at least I know that well, you did think of me. Even if it was for that tiny milisecond of impulse that you just needed or wanted to speak to me. So, thankyou."

BEANYLIM.

2010-06-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Beany lim!! Hehe. Pict frm that night @ musical. ;) Me love beany. Hehe ;)

2010-06-17T02:47:00.001+08:00

"I was a part of your past. Apart in the present. But I wish to be in the future. Can I? "

2010-06-12T14:21:00.000+08:00

"He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the “one time”s and the “I remember”s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him."

(via http://dancefuckerdance.tumblr.com)

Upwords.

2010-06-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

Hey yo! Hahaha. So, as planned lst night, went over to Jiaxuan's hse. Played majong frm abt 330 - 7. Ate dinner @ her hse cuz her popo cooked fr us too. Shyhwoei ate too cuz her popo cooked his share. Sw ate like.. lesser than me cuz he needed to go cuzin hse to eat his dinner. (Y) We hid his cube & bein the dumb person he is, cldn't find it. We left it in a cup whr he cld find it, but only found it aft like 5 mins plus? Thn he went hme n frgt to wash his plate. N' me bein kind, washd fr him. Hehehehe, thnku! ^^ Played upwords w Jx n her bro aft tht. Quite fun la, thn we had nth to do. So we started with. I farted u. Thn continued w v retarded stuff. Ended up with all vulgarities thr. Even cheebyez. LOL! K, anw I've gt to pack the rest of my shitz. Jx's cmin over tmr to help me, then heading out. ;)

Bye! :)

You're my everything.

2010-06-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hello. Today, I totally wasted mai day in the new house, frm 9 in the morning onwards. Worst thing? There's no internet/tv thr yet. @ arnd, 5 plus? Vian came. Sucha life saver lor, or else I'll rlly die of boredem. Ate pratas, and the way she ate it.. disgusting ttm. You wld wna slap her if you saw how she ate. Hahaha!! Went up to the house for air-con since only 1 room was available fr use. Argh, I rlly h8 the new hse leh! D: Maybe it's jst me la, but I think the place like poorpoor one leh. Dontlike. Rlly rlly rlly exhausted since I didn't slp last night. Only slept for 1 hr at the max. Dntknw why eithr. Just tossed and turned in bed. Rare tht I can't slp leh. Feelin so shag nw. K, off to text/do elearning/amaths shit/sleep. -_-

Byeee, btw. No more tagboard; comments @ the end of the page k. Luv u all 99.

Beated.

2010-06-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm currently doing elearning at the moment. English to be precise. And now I know how in the world I could have failed my english paper for the first time in my entire life. My school actually uses the word beated. (Y). Fk man, its no wonder that I failed english. Here's the proof okay. I ss-ed the page.

P/S, Click on the picture to enlarge it okay. Regent sucks \m/. Just to make sure I wasn't making a fool of myself, I even wikipedia-d it, dictionary.com-d it, and google-d it. Tsk.

Byeee.

Justin bieber

2010-06-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

This is the desktop of my laptop. Don't you think it's really meaningful? Show's just how much I love Justin Bieber. I even have a secret stash of his photos ^^. Hehehe, baibai!

I miss you.

2010-06-06T02:59:00.001+08:00

4 months ago, you were my best friend and we always talked like nothing was wrong despite you knowing.

3 months ago, you cut off all ties with me because you didn't wanna feel hurt or hurt either of us.

2 months ago, we played at west/east coast park.

A month ago, I read through all the conversations I've had with you in the past.

Today, I'm blogging about you b'cuz I miss you. But hey, you don't right?

Byebyebyebye.

2010-05-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

For the second time, my blog's gna rot. Bcuz no one's reading/tagging anw! If you wna contact me or shit, just comment/msn/msg me la! Haha :)

Cos' I was so high, and now I'm so low.

2010-05-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA!! Look @ what photo I found amongst my files!!!

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..I bet you're wna gna slap me coz' its fucking looks disgusting!!!! (Y)
From valentine's day pictures that Grace didn't allow me to post, but well. ITS OF ME :D

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HAHAHA, k bye.

You'll be my paradise.

2010-05-26T14:35:00.000+08:00

Omg, isn't this place like chio ttm ?! Shawty lets go go go, TO BORA BORA! The name's fking adorable, and the place is fking beautiful. I wiki-ed it to find out where it was. And.. ITS IN FRANCE!! Hehhee ^^ Anws, its surrounded by a lagoon and a barrier reef. In the center of the island there's remnants of an extinct volcano rising to two peaks, Mount Pahia & Mount Otemanu. There are resorts built on various smaller islands on bora bora.

Thirty years ago, Hotel Bora Bora built the first over-the-water bungalows on stilts over the lagoon and today, overwater bungalows are a standard feature of most Bora Bora resorts. The quality of those bungalows ranges from comparably cheap, basic accommodations to very luxurious - and pricy - places to stay.

(Information @ Wikipedia borabora)

AND MORE PICTURES OF THIS CHIOOOOO PLACE!! ;)

Gorgeous eh? I'm so going to save all my money to go there in the future ^^ Hehehe.

Gives me hope.

2010-05-23T02:27:00.003+08:00

Reading these two GMH's, I realized not everyone is fucked up. There still are people in the world that are nice. And maybe, just maybe people could learn from them, and make the world a better place. So yes, I forgive you for being a bitch. Because you know what? I'm a better person then you are. :)

Chase Ellison !

2010-05-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

Omgggggggg, look at my new crush! He's fking cute plzzzzz! I'm in love already ;) I mean like, look at his eyes! He can play the guitar somemore! And those freckleeeees!!!! Ahem, he was born in 1993 on the 22 september! He started acting since the age of 6, and landed a guest star role on Family Law that same year, kick starting his whole acting!! He's 17 this year btw. Hehehehehe. So cute. So cute. So cute. <3<3<3<3! Okay, 1:49 naoz. I better go sleep, or I'll be late tmrw ._. Haha ! Byeeeee :)

2010-05-14T21:53:00.001+08:00

Forget his name, forget his face.
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace.

Forget your dreams that all came true.
Remember that he never loved you.

Forget the love that you once knew.
Remember he has someone new.
Forget him when they played your song.
Remember when you cried all night long.
Forget how close you once were.
Remember he has choosen her.

Forget how you memorized his walk.
Forget the way he used to talk.
Forget the things he used to say.
Remember he has gone away.

Forget his laugh, forget his beam.
Forget the dimples when he grins.
Forget the way he held you tight.
Remember he's with her tonight.

Forget the time that went so fast.
Forget the love that moved, its past.
Forget he said he'd leave you never.
Remember that he's gone forever.

(Via aimawaymsg.)

I won't fall out of love.

2010-05-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

Omggggggggggg. My brother sounds more like my mom. He's been trying to get me to bathe for the past like 3 hours? Gosh! I'm so going to go bathe nao. He's worse then my mom man. Althou cute la. Whenever he wants me to do something he'll go, "Meimei ..." Cannot stand that voice siah !!!! Omgggggggg -_-. K bathe time. BYE! :D

Won't tell anybody.

2010-05-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hello! Did everyone have a good day today ? I know I did! ;) Anyway, the purpose of this blog post is to tell you that .. I lost all my links -_- So, please tag @ my blog to leave it there ok? Thankyouuuuu ! :D

Mingwei's birthday @ kbox.

2010-04-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

From Mingwei's birthday way long ago. Haha. Yes, my blogging urge is back one again. And I think the blogskin is fucking pretty okay. Hehe. <: Unfortunately for you guys, its the exam period. So, byeeee ! I've got to go study. :(

晚安，急得睡得好!

Clique outing, 17'th march.

2010-03-30T20:48:00.001+08:00

Clique outing on 17'th march. I know I look like crap in many photos, and the last photo my thighs.. Sigh. :( Who ask them ask me take photo, see! My legs open so big. And plus my thighs look humongous. :( :( :( :(. K. Bye.

But I haven't experienced anything yet.

2010-03-23T21:12:00.003+08:00

We can’t waste too much time missing something or someone from the past. We accept that life’s never constant; things change and people grow apart. Yet we can’t stop thinking about how good it used to be; afraid that we’d never experience it again, afraid that we’ve already lived it and lost it. - runawaytrain.tumblr

I'm currently watching gossipgirl again, because well.. I don't wanna do anything else. You know the feeling, that comes once in a while, it makes you feel all down, and blue for no actual reasons. Your mind just makes them up as time goes along, somehow making your heart believe all of it and feel down. Well, its that time of the month/year again for me. :( I superbly dislike it. Mainly cos' I'm usually all cheery and happy. Aaaaah, where's Grace tai. :( I need her now. :( GRAAAAAAAAACE !!

Photos !

2010-03-16T00:42:00.038+08:00

I've got nothing much to say, so lets let the pictures do the talking k! Since pictures speak a thousand words, I've spoken more than a zillion. :)

While in vietnam ..

2010-03-09T20:20:00.001+08:00

HI. JIANFENG, JIAXUAN, SHYHWOEI, LIANGYEE, WEISIN, JASON, KAIXIANG, SENGGUAN, KEECHONG, ZHAOFEI, VIVIAN AND ME ARE HERE IN VIETNAM. THIS IS THE FREE INFORMATION PLACE. HAHA. :) JIAXUAN SPAMMED FABIAN'S BLOG TIL SHE BANNED. GAHAHAHAHAHHA (Y). HIHIHIHIHIHI . BYE

& 11/3
HAHAH. JOSEPH GOT CHASED BY GIRLS @ THE SCHOOL. (Y). NOW HE THINKS HE'S VERY HOT. HE THINKS ONLY LA. THE GIRLS GOT MISUNDERSTANDING. THEY THOUGHT HE WAS A SINGER THATS WHY THEY CHASED AFTER HIM. BUT ACTUALLY.... YOU KNOW LA HOR. HAHAHA. :) THEN JASON WAS SUPPOUSED TO GET CHASED. BUT MR LIM TOOK PRECAUTION LA. THEN PUT HIM IN THE BUS ALSO. HAHA. (Y). OK JOSEPH SUCKS AND HE WANTS TO CHECK HIS BLOG COS' HE THINKS HE VERY SHUAI. :D K BYE.

Because when they're around, nothing bad happens.

2010-03-04T21:32:00.015+08:00

I bet theres more pictures. But that bitch Leqi isn't replying my MSN and her SIM card died = no way of contacting = no photos !!! :@ Will have another update on the steamboat that day at Grace's house ;)! Hehehe. That bitch still isn't replying me, I'm going to spam her now. BYE! :D

Chingay photos :)

2010-02-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day.

2010-02-25T15:06:00.009+08:00

There's more, but grace says any photo that has her face = cannot post :<

Daddy & sweetheart

2010-02-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hehehe. I found this photo. Teehee! I was so adorable back then :)

Frustration

2010-02-17T22:53:00.001+08:00

Do you know how frustrating it is, when the only thing that can work, is blogger and blogspot?! Nothing else is fking working !! :@ I cannot stand it ! The internet connection in this house sucks to the max la. :< K, I shall go outside and sit infront of my modem to ensure the best connection in the house. Teehee! Bye!

First day of cny.

2010-02-14T20:37:00.003+08:00

Usually, on the first day of cny, everyone's happy and all. On the first day of Cny, I woke up to screaming parents, and they started screaming at me. Thereafter, I went to get my stuff from Hweeying's house and Jingwen's there. After that, came home and went to church. Lunch at Jack's place and went over to popo's house. Mom got kpkb'ed at by popo as we ate before going there and didn't eat. In the cab, started fighing with Jeshua cos' he was kpkbing at me. He grabbed my leg and I used another leg to zham his face. Came down from the cab and started fighting in the shaded area below my house. Brother pulled Jeshua away and Mom pulled me away. Came home, and parents started shouting at me. Shouted back. and now about to change to go out. Two people pissed me off msging. Why isn't anyone understanding? Cb _|_. Can't be bothered to give a fuck about what's happening already la, knnbccb. Mother fly high la. Just wanna go out and enjoy myself. Bye.

You're all I need. My love, my valentine.
My Valentine - Martina Mcbride.

Shopping w luvs.

2010-02-13T13:23:00.006+08:00

Hi. Yesterday's performance was a disaster I must say. Actually not really la, just the starting only. -_-. Photos are obviously not with me, and hence I'll edit this post when I've gotten them. I think I look like an idiot with the costume on. Fking ugly please -_-. But before putting on the costume, Cheryl helped me to put on the makeups and I totally luved it. RIGHT CHERYL ? Hehehe. My mom called 小黑粉 and I got back my SIMcard. Thats the power of parents. :) Hehehe. Then, went over to Leqi's house to get a phone. I lent her LG icecream. She's super nice to lend me la. Hence, Thankyou TanLeqi ! But unfortunately, all my contacts are not in the SIMcard. What a waste lor. Went home, bathed, changed and came out again. BUT THIS TIME WITH A PHONE. Teehee! Am gonna lend earpiece from Venie so I can talk on the phone. Went over to 313@ somerset, then went to Orchard Central. I still love that place. Its just too chio alr. :/ Grace bought the most things, followed by Jiaxuan, Leqi, Cheryl & me. And well, Jingwen didn't buy anything. She wasted that trip. HAHA. Okay, I'm going to have my lunch now. :) Baibai!

Bob.

2010-02-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

Hi, my phone was taken away from me by a bitch called xiaoheifen. Thereafter taking my phone, she complained to Sng that me & Vivian threatened her, which is hilarious. Futhermore, they insisted its our fault and also not returning me and Vivian my phone, my simcard was suppoused to be returned, yet she did not return it. I'm having my mother call her tomorrow to make sure she returns my simcard. Keep my bloody phone for all I care. And btw, I cannot believe there'd be someone so fucking dumb to tell Sng that I used my phone in class last year. And when I scolded her, she told me she didnt know what was happening. Fucking stupid bitch named Fara. Bitch. There's only one way to contact me now. MSN/personally. Fucked up. -'-. K, bye.

2010-02-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hi. Jeslyn. ;)

2010-02-03T21:54:00.001+08:00

(via littlesecrets.)

2010-02-01T20:46:00.001+08:00

I told you it was alright. But no. It wasn't alright. I wasn't alright. The feeling of being in your arms, it felt like nothing other. I should be mad at you right now. But everytime I think of your face, of how sweet you are, I can't bear to. You've hurt me a hundred times over, and I'm still not smart enough to let go. Your scent, your stupid silliness, your pokes, everything about you makes me drawn closer to you. But I hate the fact that I know, you and me will never be us.

Love;

2010-01-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

Stuck outside my house.

2010-01-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. I'm stuck outside my house. Yay. I'm so freaking bored. -'-!! Paremts @ Taopayoh. No keys to enter house. Fk man!! :< Outside here for an hour alr. Gosh.. K, bye.

-Edited.

READ THIS. ITS FKING STUPID I SWEAR. WEIREN NO BRAINS. LOL. Btw, Show you someone cool :

Guess who k! Msn me to ask. Someone you, me, and everyone else knows. HAHA! And me and Jingwen kup'ed money to buy two keychains from a mute person. I think they very kelian. So, yeah. I bought. $10 for two. So we bought two. Hahaha! And they look like ...

$10 ok. HAHA. Mine's spongebob. DUH. And, yah. I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight!

Chingay rehearsals

2010-01-26T00:35:00.001+08:00

Chingay rehearsals again. Haha. Broke currently until dad gave me $50 for no apparent reason :o, Just waiting for this sunday to come, to go shopping ^^! Hehe. K, its late. And working @ walls is bo hua to me. Bye !

JasJas.

2010-01-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

Overdues :)

Chingay gay.

2010-01-17T01:19:00.002+08:00

Heeeeey! :D Wokeup this morning at around 1 going to 2. After that, went over to lot1 to meet Chewrui, Jingwen, Jiaxuan, Michelle, and Leqi! Hahaha. Was suppoused to meet them at 3. But all of them were late lor! Me and chewrui were the only early ones. Hoho. So since we both felt like eating icecream, we went up to MOF. Hehehe. We ate 2 scoops of icecream twice! First time was Greentea & strawberry, and the second time was just strawberry. It totally rocks man! :D! Went over to school, and sat the bus. Kept laughing the whole way through. Reached and saw suaku people taking photos like they've never seen a Ferris wheel before like tourists. -_-! Then the stupid toilet person dont fking let us go toilet lor. Like wtf only. Then we complain to Zhaolao. Then she go scold the stupid person. HAHAHA. Came out and ate the KFC. Chingay rehearsal and back to lot1! Went downstairs to the basement's icecream and ate once more. Then we kept laughing like seriously seriously loud. Until all our mouths got the laugh lines. Super funny manz. Went back w Leqi, whilst Jiaxuan, Jingwen & Chewrui were fetched home by their dad's. Called Sugi otw home cos' I was scared walking home alone. Hahahha! Today was reaaaaaally fun.

:)

2010-01-12T19:01:00.003+08:00

Jasmine's been coming to my house almost everyday since school reopened. Hehehehehe. Happy ^^. I accidentally slept after eating justnow. On the floor somemore. HAHHAA. Jasmine saw. She woke me up leh!! I went back to sleep. Wokeup, and bathed. Came out in my towel as I forgot to take my clothes. HAHAHA. Jasmine's face was like O.O'' .. HAHAHA. Then, used computer and around 8, she went home :) BTW. Jasmine goh pronounced Tsunami really funny today. She pronounced it as "Too-sah-mi". HAHAHHAA. MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE CRAZY. HAHA.

<3

2010-01-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

Jas's @ my house now. & its 11:05PM. HAHA. She's going off nao. Say bye! Byeeeeeee! :)